another word? magic.

third today -- i'm on a roll. no. actually i'm just bored to death. (almost related question-- what happens when you get scared half to death twice?)

twice? i don't know, you'd probably die, i guess.

and today my sister asked me if i believed in magic. do i? well...you know what i said? do you know? i said, "well of course not. there is as much magic in the world as there is a man in the sky, watching you, you and everything all of the people you love, and the people you hate, do."

"but it would be so lovely," i said to myself (i whispered to myself), "it would be so lovely if there was magic. it would be so lovely if someone, or something, up there heard all of my words and didn't hate me for them. it would be so lovely and perfect."

i'm sorry. i forgot about the songs!!

1. This War Is Ours (The Guillotine Pt. 2) -- Escape The Fate


2. Dropped -- Phantom Planet


3. Lady Madeline In Her Coffin -- I Am Ghost

tell me that 'cha want me, tell me that 'cha need me -- tell me cuz i'd like ta know! yes i will see you, through the smoke and flames! on the front lines of war...(we have to find a better way!) and i will stand by, right until the end, till we conquer them all!!! i don't know what you're saying...so speak differently or pretend everything's okay (nothing's okay...) i used to know you...i used to know life (but it changed)

the picture up there? that's a bass guitar, if you're not farmiliar with things like that. it's the instroment i'd like to play someday.